This week's Speaking of Faith radio program is "The Soul in Depression." I haven't listened to it yet but can imagine that this episode will be as thought provoking as the others. The program will explore the spiritual aspect of clinical depression and its aftermath with author Andrew Solomon, Quaker author and educator Parker Palmer, and poet and psychologist Anita Barrows.
In host Krista Tippett's email journal, she writes,
I took the making of this program as an occasion to walk myself with some trepidation back through the spiritual territory of despair. Like many millions of people, I have experienced severe, clinical depression. And I think that "depression" is one of the most misleading and inadequate words in our vocabulary. When I try to describe the experience, I find myself grasping to say what it is not. Depression is not essentially about being sad, or down, or blue, though these may be symptoms. In the illuminating language of Andrew Solomon in this week's program, the opposite of depression is not happiness — it is "human vitality." It can have purely physiological origins. It may be triggered by old sadnesses grown unbearable or anger turned inward, as one saying goes. But it becomes a way of being in, and moving through, the world.
Ignatius Loyola, the 16th century founder of the Jesuit order, spoke of "desolations" — a better word than depression, in my mind — that "lead one toward lack of faith and leave one without hope and without love. One is completely listless, tepid, and unhappy, and feels separated from our Creator and Lord." For me, depression was not so much about being without faith or hope or love; it was, rather, not being able to remember knowing those things, not being able to imagine ever experiencing them again.
You can find the program's local listings at the program's website. You will also find there resources, including book excerpts, poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke, partial program transcripts, audio outtakes, as well as the opportunity to listen online.
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